2009-02-27T06:41:00.001-08:00

To Her . { You know who you are }
I'm not jealous that HE treats you better then me , I don't really care .
I'm also not making things up , i say them the way i see .
Scold me all you want , i don't care .
People hate me , i don't care , i trusted you with my secrets .
& you just betrayed me .
One by one , those people i know longer then you went to you .
First that guy , now the juniors .
Who next ? Thats my question , & i'll never know till it happens .
Maybe my impression of you changed ,
That caused me to change my attitude to you .
You're not stupid to just notice it now ,
I'm the stupid one NOT to notice how much you guys hate me .
The guys have been showing it ,
You ? Trying to sit there acting pretty .
Thats what i see , thats what i think .
As everyone believes in what they see .
Your impression of me changed ,
You started hating me .
I don't even care , somehow i've changed too .
Just not in the way you guys want .
All you guys say , is that you hate me for my attitude .
Do you even bother to get close to me to see what i do now ?
Nopes , all the impression you have of me is the old me .
Sadly , i've no intention of showing the new one to you .
No reason to . The aggressive side perfectly suits you right ?
Thats what you show me .
Wanna sleep , bye .

Yumiko ! ♥